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村姑的后庭院

2008年09月7日

作者 周艳华 11:45 | 点击 (120) | 本文地址 | 最新回复 (17) | 散文随笔

后庭院内，有我情路上的所有收藏，每每拾得美丽，我都一一把他（她）们植在园内，浇的是无根水，培的是思恋肥，在晴光的照耀下，美丽日日在长，一天比一天茁壮。

到后庭院，我有时更多的是梳弄我的美丽，枝叶，我抚摸，色彩，我慢品，温馨，我体味，就连那几片零落的瓣，我都夹在记忆的卷内，成了生活的签。

偶尔，我到后庭院，也作点出格的事，诸如，把草儿捧起去喂兔子，又诸如，把心掏出来在美丽中冲洗，把灵台的窗打开，将那己逾千年的痕迹打成记忆的包……。

去了后庭院，我的手就再也没了茧，自己也成了草，抑或变成了收藏。不再见风见浪，痴痴的，笨了。于是，莫名地，我拥有了一个笨笨的名字“村姑”。

可是，九月来了，后庭院的草儿，却不见了。被勤劳的人们用“除草剂”，收拾了。以前，推开门，草儿和花儿的清香，就会潜入心底。如今，呛鼻的氨气，让人有些窒息。看着，后庭院，幸存下来的，几根有气无力的小草，笨笨的“村姑”，只能默默流泪……

The latter garden is our world, it is paradise which our dormitory friends relax.Opens the door, five meters places, you see two poplar trees, the branches and leaves luxuriantly, big tall and straight.Midsummer the season, enjoys the cool air under the tree, drinks tea listens to the tune, very satisfied.

All around, it is the soft grass, it is not called the name wild flower, drags with the wind.Here, it is storing up we many many secrets, for instance the voice and face smiling face, the tone appreciate, look, interesting topic .......

In the latter garden, there were all my sentiment collections.I often picked beautiful, I planted it in the garden, the pouring it with the potable mind-water, cultivates it with thinks of fondly fat, It is sunny , it is beautiful and healthy.

Sometimes, I come to the garden, I enjoy to comb make my beauty, the branches and leaves, I stroke, color, I slow, warm, I appreciate, that several piece of fallen petals, I all clamp in the memory , It has become the life book mark.

Occasionally, I come to the garden, I also make an out of the ordinary thing, such as, I hold the grass to feed the rabbit, also such as, I pull sout the heart flushes in the beauty, I open the window of Mind, I make into that oneself exceed millennium trace the memory the package .......

I has gone to the garden, my hands had the cocoon no longer,I become grass, turned the collections. No longer sees the wind to see the wave, was stupid.Therefore, inexplicably, I had a stupid name “the country girl”.

But, in September , the latter garden grass, disappears actually.It used the weed killer by the industrious people.Before, opened the door, the grass and flower's delicate fragrance, it could enter the heart.Now, chokes the nose the ammonia, lets the human somewhat suffocate.

Looks that, the latter garden, Small grass surviving , stupid country girl, only can burst into tears silently ......